Lie to me...

I guess you're not looking here any more. I've been waiting, but somewhere along the line I guess I didn't really want to face the truth. I guess, you've gone back to your life. It really was just a dream, then.

I'm not sure what I really expected. Things are never that easy. Plus, when it's already going like a bad romance novel, you don't really expect things to change so easily, do you?

When I'm alone, walking aimlessly, that's the time I allow myself to think about you.

I listen to the songs I gave to you, the songs I wrote about you.

I guess that's all it will ever be. Things I turn over and over in my head when there's no one else around, and I allow myself the memories.

I like to listen to our songs after my workouts. I sit alone on the grass, and I guess, in the heat of the sunny afternoon, the fatigue takes the edge off the loneliness, and the ache takes the edge off the pain...

I guess what I'm saying is - I don't blame you if you've forgotten, and if you're happy. I just wish, I wish I wish I wish, that it could include me.

Guess not.

Forever

and ever

babe.